15 July 1928 - 10 December 2003

15 July 2005, Friday - Happy Birthday Chuck

It has been a year. How I´ve missed you. Friends have been asking if I were to visit them in the States. I said, "No." It hurts me to think of going there without you. You had been my best cyber friend and then became our friend, Willie and I were so attached to you, even though only through the net. We talked of meeting each other in Spring 2005 in Canada because I couldn´t leave the country in October 2003. So we were looking forward to finally seeing each other. But you left only 2 days before our Church wedding blessing. I didn´t check my emails for almost a week for fear that I would receive bad news. The next day after the ceremony, checking emails was the first thing I did in the morning. And yes, there was that email with your name but it was typed and sent by your son. How could it be? Eventually you go back next to the Almighty Father and leaving us here to go on with our life. OTS, thank you for always being there for me when I needed you. I know I have stopped writing to you but I shall do that again soon. Know this, I had always loved you as my own blood, as a father, brother, uncle, and most of all a friend. It will remain the same forever and death will never do us part. (Dec 2004)

Yours in Christ,

WITHOUT YOU

I wake up in the dark
Suddenly silence comes to my senses
All the emptiness inside me grows
and I wonder where you are tonight
Then I feel the pain in my heart

I don't know how much more I can take
Spending these lonely nights alone
Life seemed to be seventh heaven
when we met
I didn't realise love when we were together
And thought that we were just playing a game
You only made me understand when you left

All nights seem to pass so slowly
'Cause I have been thinking of all the things we did
All the feelings that we used to share
I just can't believe that you are gone...
Leaving behind just a memory

Rest in peace my dear OTS
Our Dearest Friend,
Chuck Smith

(This is your favourite poem, OTS Chuck)

COLORS OF LOVE

Red, I love you
White, I miss you
Blue, I need you
Yellow, I appreciate you

Wonderful colours of love
have taken hold of me again
I am going
Red, White, Blue, Yellow
all over you

(henrittagomez)

ONLY ONE QUESTION

Today I was escorted towards the pearly gates
Welcomed by a multitude, then awarded for my faith
Smiles were plenty as I strolled on in
Oh what a pleasure to hear the ANGELS sing
I only had one question to ask of my LORD
Why did I have to leave so soon to enter HEAVENS DOOR?
"Ah" came HIS reply "come closer my son,
you see I needed a gardener, theres work to be done"
"Roses and tulips everything that grows; all these weeds keep replenishing
but they all need to go"
"You see son, in heaven.. everything must be
perfect for beauty and so I chose thee"
"For each weed you pick, another rose blooms
meaning my angels will be returning, with another one soon
One by one you all must come
until all reunited and earth's work is done"

Smiling I thanked HIM, for I then knew in my heart
Although I had left you, my new life would start
I'm sending you smiles now, as you say your good-byes
My love I leave with you, another start in the sky
My friends, I must go now as duty rings
This gardener in heaven has earned HIS WINGS!!!!!!

(© Written by Cindy Rowe / §kylaro§e especially for CS)

"I believe you are watching over me
And I believe you are happy to see me happy
I promise to write you letters as always
And I shall send them to the heaven
With the wings I shall return
to the place where your heart is placed."
Milady´s Dream of GP

Lots of love,
Your little AS
14 December 2003

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